7:03 AM
Friday, October 24, 2008
HAIZ.. ppl ppl asking me.. "why u dont get a perm job ? HUH still temp ?"
u think i want meh ?! but the prob is i think i juz work now to get some experience loh.. as wat they wan... but then... i know la.. pathetic pay... wat to do ?!?! at least money is increased in bank book... =)
but then one MAIN good thing abt it is that.. after working then i know wat i like or don like to work as.. No need to stick to one job which i dont like.. for at least a yr ?!
I know A LOT ppl get jobs easily.. i dont deny that.. what u haf to think.. WHAT are they working as ?? if u wan to get a good job u haf to wait.. but apparently people are normally anxious to get jobs even before they grad.. so... i know i'm slow.. erm.. very very very (x infinity) slow indeed... LOL..
But I still do not know wat i shld do or work as a living.. haven been really planning since O levels ?!?!
ppl know A level go uni work.. but me ? haiz.. my results in sec 3 n 4 very jialat one.. dono why.. its almost fainting.. to think i am 33 out of 35 ppl in my class.. my position drop so much man.. HEY i am top 10 when i am in sec 2 leh !! >.<
then mah.. of course i dono wat to do loh.. i am on the verge on dropping pure chemistry at that point of time loh... coz i fail my final chem exam in sec 3.. teacher is saying not to take anymore.. lucky me.. teacher change and i take again in sec 4.. HAHA.. n still no good.. i juz passed for prelims.. then.... i score not bad in O levels !! ard B3 or A2 i think !! that changes my life...
took chem related diploma in SP then continuing chem in NUS... then am i gg to be a teacher or wat ?!?! haiz.. i still dono...
if i were to b teacher.. oh man.. so stress... scare like my physics teacher.. haiz.. how ?! chemist loh... hahaha... let's see when i got my job.. ^^,
8:09 AM
Thursday, October 23, 2008
alright... DaCapo 08 is leonard's last concert with NUSWS.. hmm.. actually looking forward to but yet not forward to concert..
now its all over.. he will no longer b teaching us le.. =(
n that makes me almost decided not to go back.. ... its very very very tiring to go back to band after work.. REAL tired.. everyday the moment i end work , legs will bring me home and not other places.. haha..
dono y rui xiang can come all the way from pasir ris (if i rem correctly) to band.... LOL..
oh well.. miss him lots lots.. haiz.. how i wish i didnt go for extra courses.. i took then i remembered (ON every TUES and THURS !!) totally clashed !! faint..
if i knew if i knew... i die die will go band de loh.. at least for one last time.. see him somemore.. enjoy his jokes somemore.. enjoy his conducting somemore..
though my frien say can still get to see him again.. but.. not under him.. is a totally different feeling.. dont like that kind of feeling.. don like to see him conducting from the back.. and it only lasts for 2 hrs... =(
but i realise a number of NUSWS ppl didnt perform for DaCapo.. yar.. they are the ones who stand up.. n say "Mr Tan, WE LOVE U" haha.. feel like saying " I love u !" LOL.. LOL...
haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. haiz.. are we fated to meet again ?!?!?! hmm.... we shall see..