it's been months since i come here...

hmm.. alot of things have changed.. still trying to adapt...

everyone says the most impt thing is to be happy..

but who can actually do that everytime ??

not me definitely..

well.. ~~ will i make the correct choice if i go to another place ?

i dont know.. i still don have the courage..

what i need is really a good rest.. ..

just hate what is going on.. every now and then... haiz..

I still believe a leopard will never lose it's spots.. no matter how we change, our character are still the same.. so u can't possibly ask everyone to be the same.. everyone is different..

everyone is unique in their own ways.. isn't it? that's y some are more popular than others wat.. ppl always change for a reason.. but will anyone accept the reason or juz simply can't accept the truth that they changed ? Oh well~~

I hope that I am able to stay happy.. I know I have a choice! how to b happy when u are not?? don't even feel any happiness in any way.. Argh.. it's so hard to smile nowadays.. really hard..

Mayb only friends are able to make me happier now not any colleague.. no no..

colleagues can Neva b friends unless we quit.. that's y I don wan to treat them as friends and I don't wan friends to work in the same place as me..

March is indeed a REAL tough month... which determines our salary.. or even job !!!

haiz.. been here for 2 yrs.. but now is the toughest period ! hope we can go thru smoothly ~~~ !!

this makes me think even more...

hmm... to apply and join a company is happy.. and stressless...

but to quit is real hard and needs lotsa courage.... .....

where is my courage which I haf 2 yrs ago ????!?!?!?!?

This is the last sunday of 2010...

hmm.. what have i done/achieve in 2010 ???

Travelling.. to places I wanted to go or revisit... sun moon lake, "my" Habour bridge (can I go again ?!?!), Great Ocean ROAD.. phillip island (Penguins !!!!), swan lake/valley.. cottesloe beach (trust me.. u wont forget the place..), messaging.. =)))

Concerts.. ahhh.. many... LOL... Amit (Ah mei), SHE, Jay chou....

more to go in 2011.. JJ's concert !

Training n training n training....


New yr resolution ??

Hmm... still thinking...

shld i study again ?? shld I/shld I ??? part time/full time ?? dilemma... haiz...

IT'S all FATED.. does the fate really lies in our hands?

It's been 4 months since I came here...

Just some updates..

(1) Slogging for last min notices..

"Can u do the sample prep today n present data tomorrow ?"

Prove me that u can do it as well... CAN U ??

(2) Taken looooong breaks...
(3) More slogging and MORE slogging..... ...... ......

That's all... LOL..

Hmm. a person's character can really b seen juz in one trip.. Hmm.. Y one can so agitated? It's becoz we see each other the whole day? Might be.. Then we can see the REAL person.. Others are fake.. Haha.. Next time I will ask someone to go for a trip if I wana see how they will really behave..

That is similar to work when u see them 8 hrs a day.. But I think not enough muz b whole day.. Lol.. Well..